Wow this is so sad :( Look, I really really want to talk to you.. it would mean so much to me if you came off anonymous, we could inbox over facebook or text. But if you don’t want to then that’s completely fine, we’ll work it out like this. I understand half of how you are feeling, but not all the things you have been through. I’m not a psychiatrist or anything but it seems like you need someone to talk to. I’m here for you. I would love to talk to the person behinf the grey face.